| why does everything have to go soo bad,..... why cant anything i want or like ever be a good thing ... i always choose the wrong choice.....i dont get it ...im not a bad person... i try to make others happy im not completly selfish... n i try not to think the bad things gonna happen i always try to give the benifit of the doubt no matter what ...so why do i keep lettin my self get hurt??? i mean last time i said ok im not gonna open up ne more so i wont get hurt ...but the min i felt i could (cuz i needed to since i hadnt in soo long) i ended up makin a mistake..... everything reminds me of him...no it reminds me of what i thought was him ...he lied so much that i dont know what (if any) was really him so i dont know what i fell for ...i just feel so stupid cuz i knew what was goin on but i was comfertable and i didnt want to go back to bein single so i made myself believe what he told me i know thats not right but it kept me from cryin (for the time bein i now realize) but i guess you win some you lose some right? ... i just lost this one ...thats ok...i just wish he grows up one day but i really really wish someone will hurt him the way he hurt me n im sure plenty other girls
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| hey so im at liz's house doin tamara's hair (she has amazingly curly hair n im straighten it!!!) yeah! ne ways they are gonna b in the talent show (not jelly lol she is behind the curtains..) so i wanted to say that my birthday is on May 15th (next monday..) so yeah n ummmm i love my bf hehe
*love always chelsea*
i love you dustin(even tho u dont ever get on xanga...)
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| hey so my life is good so far...there was a lil thing happening but i think im trew it now n i know what im doing once again ..kinda...so neways today me n liz have been babysitting all day long amya is sooo cute! lol i ludg her!! hehe now we are gonna put her to bed n let gramma n pa pall watch her so we can go out with our friends lol
so my friend had surgery on monday at 8:15am i talked to him wednesday & thursday n i saw him on friday he seems to be doin a lot better he walked around on friday right b4 i got there so thats good ..hopefully he gets outta there soon i miss him ...but when he does get out he isnt gonna be able to do a whole lot he isnt even gonna be able to go to school.... but ill be able to go see him more since he is right down the street rather then in the baylor at grapevine so yeah thats Amazing!! well i guess im outta here ttyl
*love always chelsea*
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| hey guys well a lot has happened..... so i cant really think of all of it lol but yeah ....so ummm everything is good with me n dustin!!! n guess what.....i went to PROM! last night it was amazing! lol i had a lot of fun....until they said that the tornado was headed right to the building we were in so yeah that was a lil scary ....but its all good cuz im still here.... n i know that makes you happy lol ..it better ne way.... so right now im at Jellys house hangin out we were suppose to get a ride to go back out cuz we didnt feel like bein at home well since i cant really think of much else to talk about i guess im outta here ....i miss my bf i didnt get to see him this weekend :( ...well im done now lol bye
*love always chelsea*
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| wow so its been forever since i have been on this thing.... lifes pretty good ...im at liz's house right now as always lol ....but now dustin's mad at me idk i hope we talk soon cuz its buggin me but w.e i have called a few times if he wants to talk i guess its his turn to call me now cuz he didnt answer ne of my calls ....well i dont feel like typin ne more n the baby is up now so im gonna go get her
*love always chelsea* |
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